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from tuesday 26th
hmm! full of tuition and just really tired!
my last tuition - the student that i scolded just 2 weeks ago is back to square one!
so i gave him punishment !
i felt bad but really that guy is super lazy!!1 and pri2 only!
i rmb my time from pri1 to pri 3 when studying and exams were like a breeze to me!!! and i'm sure i was to many ppl!!! after that i worked hard- not really worked hard lah just put in more effort and i still could pull through pri sch with ease!
and i wasnt a drop lazy in pri sch!
i sincerely do not undertsnd why he is so lazy!
i am really gving him many exercises, teaching him from the basic things but he doesnt wnat to put in the effort!
whats the point of tuition teacher putting in effort and student not even trying!
gah!!!!
and i'm giving away my time lorh!!!i teach more then 1h30 mins some more!
walaoh!
gah!!!!!
k then wed was the test!
i was feeling absolutely at ease not a tinge nervous,
but when i went there it was super crowded and all the parents were there to support thier child!
my father just dropped me and went off to work
but i'm not saying that my fatehr should have come till the exam room with me but i think the others were exagerrating!
like my god is just a test!!!!
goodness!
and there were freaking serious about it!
the test was ok! got section 1-3
section 1 was easy. section 2 ok and section 3 was the freaking difficult one!
yeah but okay!
evening went to tuition and was having a bad headache!
and i was like hitting my head and i had a pained expression!
my student taught it was becos of her and she gave me perfect work! i didnt mark a single wrong!
it was really funny but i was really having this horrible headache!
hhaha!
thurs morning tuition
monday he didnt do hmk and i scolded him
thurs day i go hmk not done again!
i had no choice but to tell the mum and the mum was abit violent!
she started whacking the poor kid!
and she tell me you beat him!
but really how many times she tell me to beat him also i wouldnt do that!
i will nvr beat my student-i'm not so violent!
then went jurong point and met up with hafizah- and i spotted this book harry potter and its history!!!
so nice but it was 30 dollars! and i'm supposed to be saving up now so i couldnt buy it!-disappointed!!!!
bought some presents and got back home!
fri another bz day with tuitions!
went through it all, received a last min call that i had to attend this tribute thing of my singing class teachers father the nxt which was at mountbatten!(in case you guys didnt know mount batten is in the circle line-so i had to change 3 trains!!!!)
and another bad news my singing lessons from now on is there!!!1
just imagine i have to travel there every thurs and it takes 1 hr!!!!
my goodness!!!!
sat was the super bz day!!!
got up in the morning went to temple where i saw sathia but couldnt talk to him
then came home had lunch and went for tuition(1-3) after tuition i rushed to mountbatten to attend the tribute(4.30-7.30)
after the tribute rush to imm to meet liuqi,kailin,irene and wei ming for a super small scaled celebration for liuqi's 19th(8.30 till 9 something)
i reached home aroung 10.30
yup! and i just collapsed!
hiaz!
it was really tiring!
sunday not much! just sit and slack at home!
and yesterday i was thinking about how i am gonna stay in aus and really its gonna be scary and lonely!!!
oh no!!!!
i'm breaking the news to my friends slowly and when they say we must meet b4 you fly i feel so happy!!! cos it means i am somebody rite and they will miss me!!! yay!
thanks you lovely peeps!
and lastly but most certainly
this msg is directly to me my best friend
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY LIUQI!!!
LOVE YOU LOTS AND KEEP COOL AND SMILE ALWAYS!!!
yay!
k byes!
&the beauty.
it feels odd not studying anything for a exam.
i have an test to sit on wednesday but have no materials to study for it-its quite a genearl knowledge thing but still feels weird!
haha!
k monday is sort of my relaxing day! i have tuition only in the evening!
if you ask me how am i feeling right now- i feel vacant!
i dunno!
its tired/sad/fulfilled and satisfied/curiosity and i dont know what else!
bcos of the many events that happened over the weekends or maybe not really weekends-from friday!
how would it feel if 2 ppl who dont really know each other-they know each other through you actually talked to each other
and one of them comes to me and says he had talked to the other person and refuses to tell me what they talked about!
i know it shouldnt concern me but hello- 2 sort of shy people as far as i have known them- talk to each other!!!! esp the one who told me they talked!
i feel awkward k! esp when the other party doesnt really talk to me often now- or should i say not anymore
as i said i feel awkward!
but actl i feel sort of immune to it now!
i dont feel as nervous and hear-beating-fast feeling now!
people say distance makes (or brings might be a better word here) people together - and in fact yes i did get distracted and kept thinking of it and started to miss them and stuff but
i shall add another quote to that-distance brings people closer but continued distance brings people further away from each other
i am saying this cos i do not feel anymore of the feelings i mentioned above
i know there will be a day where i would have to bang into that person and i dont know waht will happen then but as for now i really cant feel anything for it!
not to mention i became immune bcos of the kind-of-rude-manner-to-me way that person behaved to me! and the things that person said made me reflect
at first it was disturbing to see that person write those kind of things
i felt super bad that i have played a role in hurting them and making them feel lost
(them here just refers to one person!)
but i guess that person has done the same share of things or even worse hurt me with an intent of hurting whereas i really did not intend to hurt- i really didnt and i have even said sorry for something i didnt do!
so i dont feel as bad now!
i'm going on with my life!
and another thing i really wanted you to be the first one to know about my future(as in my path in the academic world) becos i kinda trusted you alot and told quite a number of things but i guess since you have just vanished just like that you couldnt be the one to know first.
i dont know if the news has spread to your ears yet but i wont tell till you ask
about anything not only that
i kinda feel foolish to have shared alot of information with you now
i should have followed people's advices but still theres no turning back and i will just face whatever comes in the future head on!
and thanks for teaching me a lesson!
really thanks!
and another thing there was a period of time i really disliked the opposite gender, you came and changed my opinion on them but eversince you vanished just like that i am beginning to feel the same!
seriously cant i trust anyone?
- now to my blog readers if you guys read this and didnt understand what the hell i just blabbered i'm really sorry i just had to pour my feelings!
and its only directed to one person so yeah sorry if you felt that wasted like 5-10 mins of your life making you read my post!
yep!
bye peeps
&the beauty.
sometimes my tuition kids are really cute!really i cant help smiling at them
but sometimes they make so much of silly mistakes i cant help but give them the cold look
but i'm glad i have this scary cold look cos i hate scolding them
and i cant scold so i'll just go into the silence mode then they naturally do better! haha!
and it is really pleasing and satisfying to hear it when parents tell me there's improvement in their sch work and all! it really makes my day! yays!!!
that aside every friday i can feel my energy level hitting the red and lowwest bar!!!
i get really tired bcos of the whole weeks tuition!!!
haiz! but i still have to go on cos sat also got 2 tuition!!!
haiz!!!
yup! tired!
but i love all 6 of my students!!!
its satisfying to teach really! haha!
k bye!
my life is just full of tuition nowadays! haha!
bye for mow and i'll keep the post coming in!
&the beauty.
i'm a little disappointed cos harry potter was not up to expectation
i wont say it was not nice but it was quite different from the book!
but still i'm gonna watch a 2nd time so lets see how i feel after digesting a second time.
hmm...i'm free today and its my rest day
only till my singing class teacher comes back then thurs evening will be taken up with singing class and there goes my rest time...
i'm tired not because of teaching many students but bcos of the travelling i'm doing everyday! worst still 10 dollars cn finish in 1 week!!! for transport!!!
haiz!!!
i'm tired!
yesterday i cleared my cupboards!!!
i finally cleared my notes and stuff! it was really hard pain to throw my really nicely done notes .that was my hardwork!
and i realised i did quite many geog essays!
nd many many maths practices!
yup i cleared everything except bio notes!
and i did something yesterday which my mum will definetly detest and i am feeling a little bit guilty about it!
i bought harry potter and the deathly hallows part 1 cd!
oh no! but i feel great i bought it!!!
haha!
yup! now instead of my notes my display cupboard has like my twilight books and harry potter books!
haha!
k gtg! bye!
&the beauty.
i am getting bzier and bzier each day!!!
today i had like 3 tuitions!
9-10.30 i had a pri 1 tuition,
then went to meet irene to accompany her to aug,
after which i rushed back to do household chores and then rush to tuition at 4.30! on the way there i met divya.b had a short chat then rush tuition! and when i was rushing i saw junior saw talk and walk then went tuition!
6.45 fifnish tuition and when i was leaving-walking home i met two tutition kids and their mum talk to them then come home
7.30 got tuition again! in which i blasted at the child cos he was really showing 0 improvemnt and expect me to spoonfeed him with ans!
homework not done and also all wrong!
i really cant stand it so i just blast!
he almost cry! but good!
he has to know it!!!
heh!
tmr got 2 tuition!
and 2 more days to harry potter!!!! ysy!
&the beauty.
I AM SO EXCITED!!!! I CANT WAIT!!!! 3 MORE DAYS!!!
&the beauty.
I.AM.SO.SICK!
argh! i feel horrible!
migraine, all the fever symptoms(sore throat, running nose, fevver) and cramps!
nice combination rite?
i feel like dying! really!
i had to cancel my tutitions bcos of this!
i cant even speak!!!!
argh!
i feel terribly terribly ill!
argh!
and im sick after a very long time!
gah!
&the beauty.
