you're a mystery yourself
i want blog but i just dont know what to blog...
haha..
ok...i just sent in the youths for autism internship program application form...and seconds later they send me a we recieved your application form...and i was damn happy like i selected already haha...
and you know they ask me ...state your top three skills , and i wrote: designing, swimming and singing...
haha
i duno what to write lorh
hopefully they shortlist me!
ok....
things that happened in school,
we got our new timetable that is very squeezed...haha...that my class is split into 3 pe timeslots...haha...very funny
yup...but ok lah...we get to get home earlier and more time to consult teacher...more time to study...
yay
yesterday...mdm tay showed us our prelim overall results, and i tot mine not bad at all...
bad lah but not very bad...like still got hope kind...
but sad thing is that the two subjects that i supposed to do well for my ideal course was my worst done ones...
haiz..nvr mind reenah....jia you
and oh ya...our blogs are monitored! :O
ya...scary..haha..
um.then...i was asking my mum about which uni course she thinks would be ideal for me...apart from science courses...and she said teaching
asked my dad and he said the same thing to...
but my dad....i ask him what course you want me take...his first ans was teaching...i was kind of shocked...
cos last time the ans was always...medicine or something to do with science...
so i ask him why...and he say teachigis quite a permanent job...blah blah...and lastly he added and for this kind of results you're taking you have no chances of going medicine...and become doctor...
wah...
i felt a stab in my heart...
so for that comment that he made i'll work very hard and at least...even if not medicine i'll go some good science courses...heh!
ya..but i seriously dunno why my parents want me go teaching...i do not have the passion for teaching...
i was expecting ans in the line of like designing...
and they didnt say
so i ask...what about designing?
and my dad was the first to answer...he said..no no designing all cannot go!
haiz...my mum just nodded!
and practically speaking i am confused...
i have ideal jobs....i have passion which are quite different individually
one is really expansive....
and my dad i think has no intention on sending me overseas....
haiz.....
anwz,
concentrate on a'levels first lah...
then can crack head on all this..
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i was feeling so high and energetic today morning and evening until my mum pissed me off....
i dont get angry fast but ..haiz....
i so pissed now...
its dad's birthday and i initiated to like go and eat....then she say bro not here ...fair enough so i said go during weekends then she was like ok lorh you'll go i wont come i'm fasting!
its someone's birthday leh...
haiz....
but anw...i m glad im like my father in this aspect...i dun expect anything...
and another thing she took away my earpiece for the phone one!
like she allows me to study with music playing out loud and not through ear piece-.-!
wads the link!
i damn irritated now
another irritating thing happened...
it'll only happen to me somehow...
as in the previous post i was very happy tha i passed my geog...'but now i fail....
thnx to the red pen, the hand and the damn mind that minus one mark from my paper two
should be the biased person again lah
eh its not only me...even my parent could tell that that person doesnt like me and looks down on me...
i didnt even receive a chop- i know childish lah but everyone got a chop and i didnt get! so not fsir...
anw...to that person ....ive seen light for geog already and ill work towards brightening it....
it will become brighter!
heh!
my mum keeps pestering me of my results
i told her maths and geog and she's like only like that....everything 50 marks plus
blah blah blah....
wad could i say...
everything i say will have a countersrgument from her
the thing is she sees me studying everyday...
she sleeps earlier then me and wakes up later then me....
but still....i dunno waht to say...
i know its my life but...
i still need motivation rite!
all prelim result out but i nvr tell my parents cos their expression would always be why like that.....
it has nvr been its ok...you can do better..
nvr....and i mean nvr
i'm a person who thinkin every point of view...
but i cant bring myself to think that way for this...
just cant
everytime mdm tay encourages our class i'll feel very encouraged and as if someone is actl there for the suppport...
but it vanishes as soon as i reach home
i'm really fed up...
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posting posting....
2nd day of term 4 and almost all papers are out... except gp and maths paper 2
breaking news of the year... reenah passed geog for the first time in jj's history!
it is a record break for me....
and when i saw my marks i was flying in the sky already and i am glad i had freinds who encouraged me...thanz to liuqi and zan!
yays!
smiles smiles!
ok...but apart from that my other results suck to the core!
i didnt expect that grade for chem! dissappointed to the max!
:(
bio was hopeless!
:(
maths was fustrating with 10 marks of careless mistakes!
how irritating!
goodness sometimes i am shocked at my genius level.... my careless mistakes are to the level of 1+1=3 kind!
i feel like stabbing myself!
argh!
told tuition teacher marks and she was like er.....you satisfied?
i said...er...ok..but just that ive alot of careless mistakes...
and she didnt answer back
i think she would be thinking in her heart" omg this girl damn stupid...do so many paper stiill score like that...my other student nvr practice also can score 80, how shameful to teach this girl."
ya...
hiaz...
oh ya and i blessed the person who marked my geog paper 2..
i shall expand on my blessings!
the person who marked my paper should live healthily for a 100 years with loads of happiness!
but sure 100% if mr.lim mark sure i wouldnt get that marks
ya...so to the person who marked my paper bless you!
haha..
k bye got to get back to studying...buhbye
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yo ppl...
holidays is coming to an end in 3 more days....goodness!!!
monday...i slacked!!!
i wanted to study but there was my fav actress movie on tv...so abandoned the plan of studying....hehe...studied a bit at nite!
tuesday..my aunt came back to my house which means i have very few time to study!
haiz...
i have been messing up my bro's room...cos i studied there....
hehe
but ive cleaned it up...
wednesday.....
went grocery shopping with mum...to buy basic nessecities of the house
then walked all the way to the ramadan fair near the shell station to get some food...
and walked all the way back...
and i got a headache there cos the whole place smelled of oil...and i repel oil!
but the food looked good it was the thick oil smell...
haiz...
came home and study abit...did chem paper 3...
and something is bothering me to the max!!!
i'm becoming meaner!
heh! my A's are at stake ok!
k anw...
yeah...random msg from liuqi whether want go swimming
so took a sudden decision and to day morning went swimming with liuqi....yay!
we swam...rest talk play a little bit...
and we swam 10 laps...record break ah...
10 laps with breaks in between every lap...hehe
went two rounds in the lazy river slackeed at the massage pool then swam again and headed back home....
or we ate kfc first...
and i got tanned!
but ok lah not very dark...i can see the difference but nobody in my family noticed any difference
damn tired
and my eyeswere so painful....i dint wear googles!
so all the chlorine reacted with my eyes and th erpoduct of it..me looking like some zombie with teary eyes....
haha...now its better...
came home like slept for 5 mins...then aunt came back from apppointment so cnt sleep already!
haiz....
i wanted to study buut just no mood...
haiz...have to jia you for A'S!!!!
i so not ready for A's!
tmr going out with cousin and bro somewhere!
i oso duno where
sat barbeque at hyeon's place....
i still havent bought presents for friends!!!!!
maybe i shalll do it when i go out with cousin tmr! 2 birds in 1 stone! yeah!
k bye ppl!
have to do hmk!...bye
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yo ppl....
its the first day of holidays and i have decided to study...but just to crush my decision there's my fav actress's movie on tv today at 2.30....haiz!
anw...sat went to temple...damn crowded and i was standing for so long that my heels were very painful...
haiz...
sunday i tot...I THOUGHT it was goona be a fun day...
dad wanted fly kite i wnated go west coast play mum was all set to drag bro along and then down came the rain-.-!
argh...
went to jp for a short while to grab a present for her frend...then came home
wrapped the present fro mum....went to aunt's house to deliever the present since mum was not going for the birthday party( she was sick)
played with the puppy for a while...
uncle insisted me and bro to eat...so we ate there and rushed home cos bro had to report back to camp...
then went to send bro off...
today their doing paint ball...haha...laughed at him yesterday itself...its goona be very pain
today morning a very bad morning...my aunt giving us lots of problems....haiya!
i told mum maybe she should be more patient and she started to complian to me itself...then sudenly got phone call ...when she's talking i escaped...
i want study mah
yeah
ive got to do so many things
1.go library
2.buy many mnay presents cos september is just the brithday month for so so many ppl...goodness
3.do all homeworks
4.tuition homework
and at the bottom of the list i wanna watch vampires suck...bro rejected me!
huh!
oh ya....i ignored someone successfully :) no no :D
i think that person is taking me for granted already so i decided to just IGNORE
that person can go :p
hehe...i feel freer...
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i m bored!!!!
gosh...its so boring....cnt even go out!
:(
prelims over chem mcq was ok lah....
but i think more time would have been better:0
hehe
anw.....
my aunt and my whole father's side family is suddenly so interested in me...like wad i want to do after my a's!
and i find it really irritating!
like you nvr cared for so long...suddenly why? kpo!
huh....so fed up!
suppposed to go out wif bro tmr but...mum suddenly want go temple....so i think definetly cant go out wif bro already!
my vampires suck movie GONE!
want go lib borrow book but cnt!
i m so stuck in the house!
hmmmmmm:(:(:(
haiya....anw....
i wanted to blog alot of things but haiya i forgot...so nvr mind...when i rmb then i blog agian....byes
and oh ya....
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DARLING ANGELIA!
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