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Thursday, December 30, 2010

2:02 PM

i am feeling absoultely down!!!!!
like soo sooo down!
i hate it when people let me down at the last minute...
if you dont like it in the first place just say it straight...you dont have to like say it after my hopes are really high already and the confirming process is really in the finishing state...
like come on ppl!!!
like more than 3 ppl have already let me down in one week!!!
its my fault that ive trusted them!
i am really sad...
and there's this chalet which i really look forward to go and i cant because of the date!!!!!
and there's ppl who refuse to msg me back...
and silence from some other ppl!!!!
i really feel down
and on top of that mum's constant shoutings..."go work! do this , do that!"
and ive to ask the whole world permission b4 i go out with my friends or something!
like seriously i think it was another child or person i think they would alraedy be doing something against thier parents lah...
my patience is seriously being pushed to its limit....
i havnet done anything against their wish or anything but still there's no trust there...
argh!!!!!
there's brother's P.O.P later...hopefully that brings up my spirits....
:(:(:(:(

&the beauty.

11:40 AM

its high time i uploaded the dehli photos...but i m lazy!
ha
okay...ive been quite bz for the past few days...
mum held a small dinner for close relatives after returning from dehli
then i went out with liuqi..went to marina square, bugis and je popular...got caught in the super heavy rain ...
although it was a very long time since i got wet...and it felt beautiful! i wasnt in the right mood to get wet...i was having cramps:(
yup..
but yeh...came home dripping wet...haha
nxt day...went out christmass shopping with mum..
then thursday...went out for a small catch up with aliens...although i wasnt in good mood i still loved meeting up with them
came home early though...
bro came home on thurs itself..
and with my bro's help got my ipod done at last...
like seriously...sometimes i really thank god that my bro specializes in tech things and com things because i am an IT idiot...seriously!
haha
saturday...christmas...went out with mum and bro...
and sun we had christmas party at aunts place...
it was really nice to see the whole family in happy spirits..
specially when i didnt see them for quite some time during the alevel period...
the year is coming to an end...
i'm not exactly sure if i should be happy or sad...
but its ok...i'll remain optimistic...:)
looking for job...
i think i am going to go for the one nurul told me about...camp organising i think...
low pay..but still its okay...
i'll take up some tuition as well...
yep...thats it...i'll upload the dehli photos next time...theres so much..

&the beauty.

2:43 PM

i'm back...uploading prom pics first!!!

09S29

09s29 girls shot

09s29 with ms heng

09s29 girls with ms heng

priyangha!

vanavil memories...nava, shalini, me and sanjana

haoxiang and me

amir and me

bryant and me

ms heng and me

sathiya priya and me

dhurga chandra, me and sanjana

thaslim and me

kailin and me

irene and me

nava and me!

sanjana and me

09s29's biologist

hyeon and me

sherilyn and me!

&the beauty.

1:16 PM

nava and me

jinghui and me!

irene and me

prabu and me

vanavil memories...sahana, divya, me and sanjana

vanavil memories..priyanka, shalini, premala, me and sanjana

prems and me

priyanka and me

sathialingam and me

shalini and me

sanjana and me

sherilyn and me

sun min and me

kailin, liuqi and me

liuqi and me

&the beauty.

11:46 AM

yay!!!! A'S is over!!!
what a torture i had been through!!!
goodness!
anw! after bio itself...i left school with hafizah and kasturi to jurong point to watch harry potter!!!
it was awesome for your information!!!
really ggod!
then met mum for shopping
and i bought a dress, shoes, cardigan
and came back home really late...
goodness...damn tired...my leg hurts till now
the next day mum and i went to seranggon road as well ...i was so dead tired after that!!!
goodness!
i dont feel like blogging now actl...
I AM GOING TO DEHLI!
from 7 to 16!
k bye!

&the beauty.

12:07 PM

one more paper to go!!!! jia you to all biologists!!!!!!
just one more day hang on!!!!
geog yesterday was fine..the drqs were fine this time but essays were abit hard!!!
but seriously now who cares yar!
:)
bio bio bio....
k bbye! i so excited for tmr's bio paper!
harry potter and shopping for prom after that! yays!:)
byes

&the beauty.