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updating.....the week was disastrous...
bad really bad...
so packed...
monday our first geog banding lesson....six of us...bryant, weiming, amir, jing hui, liuqi and me were all in ms zhou's class...
like so lucky...did group work...
went home slept abit and woke up to do hmk...
tuesday...
bio , mslee told us about chimeras...so interesting
geog banding lesson was boring but i styaed awake by writing for the whole 1.5hrs
then after that stayed back to finish geog essay...so i was writing from 11.30 - 3 (including geog lecture)
haiz...my hand was so painful after that...
went to the temple in the evening
wednesday....geog remedial....the superlong chem lesson and civics about emergency -.-!
went home and chiong hmk
thurs had pe which we played frisbee and we were like really running around that the last 10 mins we gave up and went to class...
used my breaks to finish my hmks
tuition in the early evenings was painful cos i was so sleepy...and i kept doing questions on functions which i could do without her help...
evening went temple....
friday...was liuqi's birthday celebration...
we were giving her like bits and pieces of puzzles every 0.5hrs
haha...quite interesting rite liuqi...thank the master mind haoxiang...hehe
and i did a card for her...hope you like it (i think you should better like it cos i scacrificed hmk for you k) hehe
oh ya...in the morning when i was wlaking to sch...it was like drizzling...i didnt want to take out my umbrella cos i was juz lazy...but suddenly got one aunty from behing me..." come gal" and she sheltered me wif her umbrella
i politly smiled and said thanks....and she started talking to me like best friend
" woah so tall ah...so pretty ah...can become model"
my reply " ah...no ah i dun want become model"
" jc ah...you very clever rite?"
my reply" um no lah...(in my mind i was like wait till she see's my marks...she'll just walk away.."
" two years rite? you year two ah?"
my reply" yah year two..."
" woah good luck ah"
my reply "thanks"
and i faster cross the road and escape form the aunty...
and also sellek was watching all this drama and giving me this stupid look...
hiaz...
odd people...but ok must thank the aunty...thank you aunty for giving me shelter....thank you:)
haha
freaky incidents still happening to me..
i have so many hmk but i am slacking alot...
hiaz...
ive to push myself...
and happy birthady to liuqi once again!
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updating....
i have been studying the whole of this week and i'm proud of myself...
but its mostly maths and chem...
haiz...
on wed i was like studying from 8am - 9pm...can you believe it...
i cant believe it myself...
had 2.5hrs break in the morn which i did maths, gp lecture got cancelled for me
went mac with class and went home after thhat
and studided....did maths then had tuition, where my tuition teacher like forget my ct marks and asked me for a 2nd time about my marks ...when i told her she was like " oh ok...gd lah...manage to pass.....my other tuition boy ...he got 80 marks...thats why i was so shocked cos he very lazy and you are the hardworking one...." like thanks a million for adding the oil to the flame already burning in me!
thanks.....
12 marks of careless mistakes ...and i cnt overcome that fact!
argh!
anw....after tuition i continued studying till 9
when i gave up and went to watch tv....mum was like ' nvr study?"
and she DEMANDED ( not even ask) me to draw her animal face mask for her students! -.-!
yesterday,....went home early so thought i could catch up on some sleep....for about 0.5hrs but i ended up sleeping for 1.5 hrs! so i eneded up chioning my work
todays lessons were a total slack...except chem of course!
came home really tired but after i had my bath, i was reenergized to do homework...
wheni was going to start, mum came home and started to talk about her school stories!
but i totally zoned out! haha
the weekend is here but i know its gonna juz fly pass...
i was actl planning to revise geog but....
looking at the mount everest amount of hmk i got dun think i got
1. chem basic physical chem practice
2. chem physical chem term 3 package practice
( no 1 and no.2 takes ages to do)
3. geog flooding essay
4. bio package
5.maths module 2 revision
6. chem mcq test
tell me how to finsh?
haiz...anw i better get going
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upset, dissappointed, discouraged and demoralized....
i hate it how luck is always on the other side.....
no matter how crazily i worked for geog i still didnt achieve a PASS!
i am very dissappointed...
although i didnt show it then i am damn sad inside....
luck is always on the other side..
i feel like crying but i think i am too egoistic to show tears...
so everything is inside...
i told my mum about maths marks and she was like "wad only like that!"
like thanks...
after like so many times i kept practicing, i'm somewhat getting the idea of statistics like now but still it hurts when there is nvr a word of encouragement
no matter how much they know i m studying , they even see me studying like some lunatic, they still ask me" why like that" and always" very bad reenah"
but i've nvr got a " its ok...you can do better....try harder nxt time and you'll surely succeed"
there's nvr these words...
i've to tell these words to myself...but i dun know for how long....
i really need someone to encourage me....
i cnt be taking the blame of everything like that.....
you know i am going through hard times but still.......
studied in sch today....
when i finally gave up at 4.15, i packed up and look around the lib to see it full of j2's studying...i tought it was because it is the library....
packed bag and walked the concourse way and there were few j2's studying there too.... i thought ok...usually concourse like that also what....
then walked to the canteen and looked up to find it full of j2's studying!
i couldnt think of any excuse so i just dropped my head and quickly walked out of school....
everyone is studying....
and lying to each other...."i haven't started or i nvr study leh"
bunch of liars
one hilarious thing that happened today during geog tutorial....
mr lim asks bryant" bryant, you went to indai last year rite? what did you see on the roads?"
and haoxiang shouts out" INDIANS!" when the ans was supposed to be like cart vehicles and some thing along those lines....
the whole class practically burst out laughing!
i'm glad i have such a joyful class or else i would have broke down and would be in one corner now....
thanks 09s29:)
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i found all this funny! haha
stress- fre stress jokes
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nonsense...i clicked on the new post button and the next page i got was service unavailable-.-!
nonsense....
after few tries i emerged victorious....and i'm posting now...
ok...updating...
wednesday...actl got msgedd that class wanted to play touch rugby.....
but we didnt...and the class ended up studying for 2hrs! great job:)
chem was looooooooooong as usual....and then civics where we had to sit on the floor-.-! and this over gentle man guy....was like shouting from the top seat like "gals come seat here! " and we kept saying its ok...but he keptpestering and so we just ignored....
he seriously failed as a gentle man.....
firstly he shouldnt have shouted from so far which attracted so many people's attention! (I SERIOUSLY HATE PPL WHO SHOUT MY NAME FROM FAR.....SO SAME HERE)
secondly he shouldnt have kept pestering like some idiot....
such a failure and a loser....
hiaz!
then marathon speech form vp
supposed to go farwell for cca but me and liuqi skipped:)
haha
thursday's pe was so full of running!
3 rounds , then frisbee with 8gals so we had to really run about to score then soccer cum frisbee with class guys as well. we played till we were late for lesson....or maybe i was late for bio...she came early
fridays maths got back paper
i seriously tot i was gonna get 32 marks
but i passed! but when i flipped to see my mistakes my DAMN PAPER WAS SO FULL OF CARELESS MISTAKES!
i seroiously think i can jump of the cliff!
went to fetch bro in the evening and then went to airport to send of aunt family
then dined there as well....we dined at fish and co.
the fish and chips fish was sooooo big.....
i coulnt finish it....but it was soo expensive that i really for the first time in my life forced it down my throat...i finished the big fat fish....
i kept wanting to vomit that when i got down from the car...i offered to carry bro's army bag and run till home...and it worked actl..haha
sat was gone watching tv as usual....but i had tuition in the morning....
today...i'm trying to work but stupid cramps are like some barrier to my homeworks....
yeah!
hai hai hai!
we're getting back geog tmr....i badly want to pass but by interpreting mr.lim's words....i think i fail....
arggh...i really put effort this time for geog!
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2nd week of school and i m already dying...
every single day is so content heavy that towards the end of the day...i aM juz EXHAUSTED!
mondays and tuesdays are just so heavy! and tiring!
some common tests results are out
so far like okay...al my expected marks...
though chem paper 1 was simply a miracle....i passed ....
yeah...i tot that was agone case!
everyone is like talking about prom" are you going prom?"
everyone's talking about their sec sch prom
wad they wanna wear....and anll that...
time is really flying so fast like no body's business!
4 more weeks to prelims!can u believe it!
and i m so not ready!
:( i wanna cry!
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updating updaing....
firstly eclipse....was a total dissappointment!!!
every single scene consists of bella kissing
i say only bella cos she kisses edward and jacob as well which was painful to me!
i rmb this particular scene where bella willl be freezing...
and one part jacob will sayto edward...."i'm hotter than you!"
haha damn funny!
and jake and edward keep fighting over bella....
only the fight scens were nice even the scene where jasper will teach them how to fight....and the fighting scene also...
but i really admire emmet...cos he's doing all the things he does for bella ho is like his fake bro's girlfreind...so sweet rite!
yup...
so overall dissappointed fot eclipse but i'm no dissappointed by jake:)
k sch satrted!and it doesnt feel like sch...it feels like i'm going for extra classes...
got back bio test on tues....i juz scraped through...
and got back gp today...which obviously failed...got a S
yesterday civics lesson was about prom nite...
where they told usthat it would be in a 5 star hotel and the theme is oscar's nite!
so there's aawards like, mr and ms. jj, mr and ms. mugger, mr and ms.hunk and sporty,mr and ms.clumsy, mr and ms. smileyand many more....
tickets are like at $65! damn ex!
but b4 all this fun and excitement! we have to rmb that we have 5 weeks to prelims and3 months for a'levels!!!!1
scary...
had pe today...and i m tried because of it...
so i shall end here...
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