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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

10:35 PM

its my fault for not knowing the world properly...my fault fault!
selfish ppl just surround you all the time...selfish and inconsiderate ppl who dont even think all others and what would other feel
its fine if you mind your own business but still when you are hurting the feelings of another person or putting the other person in a difficult position because of YOUR stubborness i think its time for you to look at your surroundings and look at how badly you are affecting others around...
being open about things and showing faces directly to the person and talking your heart out to another person about a particular person is really not the way....
but stll i really cnt be bothered about this kind of ppl...
true friends care and share....
so yeah...whatever...
and another thing... SLOW AND STEADY WINS THE RACE!
i seriously do not care about YOUR policy!

haiz...
today was really tiring...
had pe in the sorching sun...
and i m tanned like very tanned becos of that!
my feet are like a complete different colour from my legs....argh...they look like i cut out some other persons feet and attached them to my legs...
argh...disgusting
gp lesson was pianfully slow....
geog lesson my migraine started...
it was the ultimate painess again...
but ive learnt to kkep all the pain in myself...
maths lecture..i didnt feel sleepy for one second bcos of the damn headache
reached home at 2.30
and slept for a while cos my headache was going overboard
but still even after the short nap i m still having headache!
argh!
did chem tutorial, bio essays, filing and some maths
its like alot haha
but still its little!
and i want to say another msg...arrogance doesnt last you long
there will always be a time when you will fall...so DO NOT BE SO ARROGANT!
ok wadever...i'm signing out!

&the beauty.

6:28 PM

1.chem test today was survivabal but that would mean im still in a shaky position...
2.i'm using the word darn often now...and i dont even know where i got it from...
3.told mum about chem test today and she said
" you know some people juz have giraffe necks....you cant stop them..." haha..that was really funny!
4. slow and steady wins the race!
5.i'm feeling super relieved like the week is over!
but still must go on...vectors...electrolysis...geog test...geog rocks essay
and many mnay mnay mnay more...
6.byez!

&the beauty.

7:29 PM

OH MY GOD!!!!
1ST JULY 2010
TWILIGHT SAGA: ECLIPSE!!!!!!
I AM SOO GONNA WATCH IT!!!!

&the beauty.

5:57 PM

our video

&the beauty.

8:56 PM

everything is just happening against me
nothing is in favour for me
and still ive to be like happy for people like ive to be cheerful and stuff so that i dun affect other ppl's mood
like wth! argh....
and yah everything is happening against me
i'm going through pain everyday like physical pain everyday
butt still no one also beliefs me
so ive learnt to take the pain in silence, but how much would i have to take....how many rejections and failures would i have to face
its not just normal pain but its really the pain that i feel like screaming...but i cnt
i feeling just...empty

&the beauty.

7:11 PM

agni2010
dance champs
JJ!!!!

&the beauty.

6:09 PM

as promised....underwater world pics...
warning!!!! pictures are mainly fishes, fishes and more fishies....:)

&the beauty.

7:51 PM

since it has been very long since i updated...shall update starting with my jacob black:)

hi guys i'm back!!!
k super long nvr update....that i dunno when to start with...
shall juz update from when i can rmb
agni 2010 has finally come to an end
we have come a long journey through this and i m very proud of the gals...
congrats to my dear dancers who clinched champs for the dance competition...
congrats to sahana as well for doing jj proud....
translating irony in tamil is like impossible but u tried ur very best and i m proud of u as well, congrats for getting 2nd runner up
and my singers...we've gone thorugh alot...
we've like take turns to fall sick had a fair share of getting sore throats
we did our best....
it wasnt our best performance as we felt but we performed well and we know it deep down our hearts!
so congrats to my singers too for getting through the qualifying rounds and getting the 3rd top spot!
juz a little dissapointment that we didnt get the challenge trophy...
i ike dreamt day and night of it, so not getting it was dissappointing to me...but oh well
nvr mind we did jj proud anyway...
and at this point i would like to thank the ex-seniors for coming down to support us from the qualifying rounds until the finlas....jaya,jegan,gowtham,haresh and uthesh...
thank you soo much for ur support and encouragement:)
and 2007 batch onwards the seniors who came down to advice us and support us...thank you so much...
jj supporters for coming so far to support us and scream your heads out for us;)
thank you!and so sorry for dissappointing u guys since we didnt get the challenge trophy...
thank you to everybody who was there for us!
thank you so much:)
and this two months of stress has taught me so many things
i have come to know many different ppl's attitudes...
some who so good deep inside and others who only show the care in a shallow way...
but i've learnt to cope and i am surprised at myself for being so calm in everything and taking it..
i've learnt that complaining doesnt help but just doing it is better...
yeah that was agni....
i'll update photos when i get them....
on agni day itself reached home at like 12.30am
yeah...super late i know...
monday had prize presentation...
and oh ya...mr jega himself said he was very proud of us...guess he knew we fought hard...:)thanks:)
and life got back to normal...
for the past two months i have been like feeling this tight band around me...soo mamny things to do...so many things to rmb to do....
but yeah i survived...
and now i feel super relieved and i get to go home at 2! yay!
and no need preserve my voice oreadi...so i m eating anything and everything i want:)
yeah...and i didnt go to school today:(
had bad migraine...
guess the 2 mnth stress is affecting me now...haha
yeah...thats it
i'll update regularly now since i'm not so bz...
nd oh ya...it feels good to know answers for tests...
cos i have the time to study now and it feels graet:)

&the beauty.