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ok...shall update...
last sat, went to some study medicine in ireland talk in shangrila hotel
then went hilton hotel to see some other education options. but they are all uk based, so u go uk and study...
yeah...
sunday went nus open house with sanjana
and her parents came after that
got to know more about the courses in nus and i am realyy interseted in one course oreadi...
and went to find out about duke medical school...
mon went to msheng's house....that was the only day which was relaxing and the only dayi laughed my heart out...
but i still went home and sudied for maths test
tues
went to school at 8.30 am to choreograph dance for the mcs oldfolks home volunteers
then there were so many confusion with the agni dancers
i dun want talk about it
had singing practice after that where we didnt do anything productive
came home around 3+ and mug for maths
wed
maths lecture test- which was damn hard..i really want to pass..i really studied hard for it
then we got back chem test..i m really dissappointed...cos i really ctudied for that also and i studied that amidst all the ics stress...so was disapponited even though its the same marks
thenwent for singing prac were we didnt do anything productive again
rushed home bath and eat lunch and set to go to sentosa with family
i had to squeeze time for family time...we went underwater world and dolphin laagoon..
photos i shall upload some other time
thurs
went to school at 10.30 and finshed choreographing the mcs dance...
left the gals to practice and rushed home for tuition...
had tuition for 2hrs then went to meet sec sch frend...angelia
talked to her like for 2.5hrs at the coffeeshop near my house
met irene also
then came home and do hmk again...
fri
home learning...
i was super tired but still perserved and carried on doing all the assignments and then came the shock...we had to do geog essay!!!!
argh..
then went to hello shop with dad to change my line to student plan but they say cnt...stupid ppl!!!!
then dad dropped me in sch
wnt and polished up the gals dance abit..i tried my best oreadi...its up to them to dance properly oreadi
left sch at 6.30
homed and did hmk
today supposed to have singing practice but rasanya not feeling well so we cancelled it
did a timetable for singing practices and then doing geog essay which is never ending!!!!
i syill got many many mnay things to do and i feel like dropping dead!
holidays were seriously not like holidays...
i feel like a loser for not having some family time and i am like i cnt make it for all the family outing...they always want go out but i always cnt make it..........
haiz...
i need sleep too but i dun get that too!!!argh!!!!!!!!
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yoyo...
i m back...
i have to tell u guys this...
i have been soo stressed lately that i m becoming super forgetful...
like i forget alot of things the P's are asking me to do...and when they ask me whether i got do and i m like shit!
nvr happen leh...it happened thrice oreadi!
1st time was when dhurga ask to forward the mcs old folks thngy to whole ics...i forgot
2nd ime shalini ask me ask around who want go the dialouge session with mp tharman....i forgot
3rd time when i got the mcs thing forwarded i suposed to reply those who volunteers....i forgot...
argh...
and everytime i go shit i forgot...i wonder how come i am forgetting...
like seriously i have been efficient so far and this the first time i m lagging!!
somethings happening to me!!!!
argh!!!
ok...the whole week i was counting down to fri for my rest
but i have to agree that this week was abit relaxed for me...i escaped home b4 any ics thing could hold me back for tues and thurs...
but still after i went back i was doing ics stuff again!
argh....i wish i was granted freedom form ics like now but i know i cnt!
and yes i m getting worried for singing...
the gals keep postponing practice sessions...
like i now same song but still must practice till perfection wad!!!
argh....i always cnt seem to coordinate the gals and it like a personal failure to me!
argh!!!
on wed nite the dance coordinator from aj called up and ask me give the namelist immediately or b4 12am...
and i literally scrambled to find all thier nric numbers and stuff...and the best part...its not my job....
argh!!
i called up those who supposed to be doing it but...they didnt pick up and didnt evn bother calling back...
like thanx!!
k....
fri (12/03/10)
so many things happened....
firstly it was spotrs day in jj!
3/4 of my class took part and did us and owens proud!!
I am especially proud of hyeon for dashing towars the finnish line and overtaking rono at the last min!!!
love ya!!!
and the guys for running soo super fast for the fartlek...
i screamed my head and heart out for everyone that i have a sore thorat!!
haha
first time i support people until scream so much until sore thorat...haha
after sports day..
went to celebrate navin's farewell...yes navinraj is leaving from jj to mi..
we had cake and cards for him
dhurga, shalini, kumareash and mrjega spoke a few words...
wished navin all the best and rushed off with hafizah
fathimah was waiting out side jj for us...
went to jss after a very long time..
saw mrs subas, mrs joseph, mdm rani...yeah...thats it
they talked to us..and i felt very good talking to them...
and almost all the teachers i know is like leaving jss...
so jss is gonna be foriegn to me...
its quite foriegn now oreadi...
then went to mac...i chat for super super long...
we went at around 3.15pm...vathsala joined us at 4pm...and we talked all the way till 6pm..
it was soo nice to see all of them..
it was like a gals day out...except we were juz in mac
haha
oh yaeh...forgot to say...even guides seem foriegn to me now....soo sad leh...
but i had a wonderful time with the gals...
came home and slacked and of course did some ics stuff...
sat morning woke up feeling empty...i dont know why...like i am juz a tiny tiny dot in the whole world and i m insignificant kinda feeling...
slacked abit...i planned to study but parents kinda dragged me to the medicine talk iin shangrila hotel...
haiz....
they nvr understand
came back at 5.15...watched tv after that
and i m blogging now...
tmr they want go nus open house also..
i want go but i dun want go with them!!!!!
seriously!!!!!
but none of my friends want go with me...
or they dun want share which course they want go with me...you know selfish motives..
i m having a headache now for no reason!
i have a feeling its going to lead to a migraine...
argh...
i super stressed to the max that i m having these symptoms oreadi...
argh...what to do what to do what to do...
my hols are half gone too!!
mon - class outing to ms hengs house
tues- free for the moment but i got singing practice so i dun know
wed- maths lect test and chem tutorial
thurs- same as tues and we have to see rasanya's uncle for training
fri - home schooling online!
argh...
sat sun mug for upcoming test...bio for example....an geog...
argh...i m soo dead for geog!!!
argh!!
one photo...sports day...while waiting for our classmates to run...we hid under the shelter and took this shot!
me and jas
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i was feeling really low till a moment ago when i saw taylor lautner's oscar photo!
he's as hot as ever as usaul!
yeah...i wanna go sleep oreadi!
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hello....i m here for updating
firstly congrats to my friends and classmates for thier above expectations grade for thier mt alevels....congrats
and for my other friends who are upset...its ok...
dun be upset its over and you cnt do anything abt it....
lets juz concentrate on our other subjects ok....
its ok....
yeah..be happy...
nxtly HAPPY 18TH JASMINE TAY!
yay!
ok....now the events that happened this week
mon practical was a disaster i did so many mistakes i had to keep redoing the damn experiment
haiz...
tues... during geog lecture i got a msg from mr.jega asking to call him on ics orientation...gosh...
this man has this last min thing for everything he do...
damn...
he juz ok..tmr 3pm have orientation...
so me, dhurga, hafizah, navin raj and sathiya priya stayed back and planned all the crap....
and we 4 gals went to buy the food and stuff and brought home everything
then wed we were like santa clauses carrying so many bags
dumped everything in mrjega's cabin and went for lesson
the orientation was a obvious failure i was super irritated!
and i couldnt even spell out my feelings cos there were ppl who actl felt the orientation was a success...i gues they have not been through or organised any successful events thier own
i was so damn pissed
and i have such coorporative ppl around me that I and ONLY I HAVE BEEN DOING RESEARCH AND HUNTING FOR SONGS FOR US TO SING FOR FINALS IN AGNI
like oh...soo poor thing you have soo many things to do rite! but whythe hell can u not understand that i have the same level of things you have to do...
the stupid reasons they give me!
haiz...
and another wweird event that i cnt say here
u wanna know ask me urself...
i gtg...have to chiong for chem test tmr!
bye!
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i m super irritated that i m helping but i m not being helped....
like how cn i thank those who are helping me!
they know i m going thorugh a tough period but they are not extending the hand...instead they give that look when i slip and fall everytime
every time i fall, i am using my strained hands to help myself up.....but those ppl with exceptationally smooth hands are not helping...selfish ppl! how selfish!
i am always being the stupid one helping every one but juz no selfish ppl are helping me out...
thanks!
i shall fend for myself!
irritating people...
one side ppl who have it but dun extend thier help to those who dont
another side pppl whojuz take the name for everything thatt i do!
thanks again!
its like those selfish idiots having plenty of water in a desert and they see me dying like really dying and they juz give me the smirk and walk away!
thnx ppl
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