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Friday, November 27, 2009

7:29 PM

hi.....sry for disappearing for soo long...juz lazy to blog.....

yeah...give some updates......

start from last mon 16/11/09

gp wokshop from 9am to 3pm....crazy isnt it...

n it was damn boring ...like the whole 6hrs...on AQ....

boring....n less than 10 09S29 people turn up....haha

tues 17/11/09...

supposed to go for ajab prem ki ghazab khahani with logesh...but...didnt...cos too far n she had to go interview after the movie...

so instead went to 2012...

super scary......

and we had to sit right beside this indian couple.....i thnk they were around 18-19...

i was super uncomfrotable cos i was the one sitting nxt to the guy....

but as the movie progressed....we were too engrossed in the movie to even care abt the nxt person haha...

and u should not buy anything to eat...bcos u wont eat.....i was to engrossed that i forgot i had popcorn with me....

than wed and thurs did absolutely nothing ...except some gp...

thurs went to deliver the hair curler machine to mum's school....for their graduation nxt day...

fri-20/11/09

helped mum abit.....than she went to school to prepare for the kids graduation and she wanted me go for the graduation...sure my bro wont go...so i had to be alone

so i tried calling my logesh....but she going shopping wif frends...

called liuqi...her grandparents were here so had to accompany them.

asked zan...she couldnt make it too...

ask sec sch frends all have talks...

lastly asked jas...and she say o....yeah love her man...

went there abit late.....5 mins late only lah....

then....sat through the show....some performances cute,, some boring and some superb...the closing performance was the best of all....power pact...everyone was clapping for the kids.

haha...

yeah...

sat 21/11/09

had dinner and dance at suntec city

$100 per head leh...super expensive and the vegetarian food was disgusting...really i hated the mock meat after that...sooo disgusting....

they had a variety show for us by artists from india too....quite nice...got one guy very hot and handsome.....

they were like walking around the whole place...and when he walk near my table...waoh...my heart beat super fast...haha...

maybe i juz scared he ask me dance with him infront of my parents cos he was practically going to every young girl he could see and asking them to dance wif him...lucky he nvr see me...

mum say i invisible cos i looked skinny in the dress i wore....wadever lah...my mum only know how to say all those things...

went home at 1am....tiring

sun 22/11/09

went to the cathay to watch the christmas carol the 3d version....

ok...quite nice but more for kids lah ....

my cousin gave $13 only to sleep in the theatre....he said it was boring...

then went walking around in orchard with both guys...my bro and cousin

seriously...i hate walking with them...cos they are always in their own world talking to themselves and i have to be behind them trying to keep up....

was super tired...and they wanted to eat...so went starbucks.... of all places....starbucks!

i didnt eat...not much variety...but being guys they both ate..

then....went abit more walking around until we reached the mrt....and took mrt home...

i was really really exhausted cos i had to walk fast to keep up with them and not to lose them in the super crowded orchard...

christmas decorations were vey nice....

the photo ontop juz one good photo i managed to snap while walking super fast...others all not nice very blur....

ate dinner and juz drop on my bed...

23/11/09-monday

had to go school for duty from 8am-5pm...crazy rite...

and that was super tiring too....

i had to squad and stand up soo many times.....really really tired...

i went home with jelly like legs....and aching arms....

really really tired...

24/11/09-tuesday

did some homework and nothing else

25/11/09-wednesday

the 8-5 duty again...super tired as well

26/11/09-thursday

went grocery shopping with mum....

carry alot of heavy things...very tired also...

today -27/11/09

did alot of homework yeah...proud of myself...

but all chemistry...hehe...

but i did it...thats very good already....

tomorrow i am off to batam...very short trip....on sat and sun only...

i still havent packed...in fact the whole family haven pack....hehe....

yeah.....thats it...try take photo in batam...i dun what is there for me to take photo of...but i will take lah....tata...byebye!

&the beauty.

7:37 PM

im all alone at home....and the weather is soo gloomy...and its dark...and i m home alone...
and im feeling kinda depressed now....
the weather is making it worse...
im suddenly feeling like the only person in the whole world...
op is over at last...and pw is over forever and ever...kind of relieved...
took results...
passed everything...especially geog...no need take revisional exam oso...
very good oreadi....
came home and dad was home...so immediately gave him to see and sign....
and wadever he said was really really not encouraging....i was like shocked to hear wadevr he said....not even sad but shocked....
he has very unreasonable aims for me....
even if i get all A's and one B oso i thnk he would scold me for the B...he's nvr satisfied with my results....
tha way he said...made it sound like i am stupid...
i've gone through these talks of his...bt this particular one was really saddening...cos i knew i tried my level best in everything and also he refuses to accept that an Eis a pass...
told mum my resluts...and she said as long as u are promoted its ok....
she was juz relieved that i can make it to nxt level....
but she laughed at my results...
argh...ok...i really cnt understand my parents.....
and did i say...my dreams come through....its freaky...but i found it out recently.....
and my mum was fascinated that my dreams come through...not the crappy dreams but those that i think about and make a great impact on me....come true...
and i found out another thing....that if i am really sad...depressed and all that....and is all in my heart...i get great headaches......
i've to cry but...i m kinda forbidden to cry...cos my parents scold me if i cry...
i know i've a weird lifestyle...yeah...
and im not chosen for OGL
yet another interview that i failed...and i m still keeping that record...it has not been broken yet....i juz don't understand those book ans ppl....they are not even true to themselves...and yet they always get chosen.....
and they say they choose acoording to acad, recommendation from teacher and interveiew...
mr phang gave a 'reenah would make a good ogl"recommendation.....like really thanx(-.-) mr.phang
and abt the acad results i mean they really should not compare that bcos even those who suppose to be the good ones with leadership and studies are not even good and they want compare .....like can u look at urself first!
i've really nothing to say...i really fell like a piece of wood now.....
wadever!

&the beauty.

7:16 PM

i soo wanna go for this movie!!!anyone want go with me?

hi guys....

hm...feeling guilty cos im suppposed to change my blogskin but havent...bad gal reenah bad gal

i cnt make up mymind

if i find something nice then its like black and white with no colours or the words on the blog is like about love...

like hello cn the words be cancelled...

argh....

i m not in love lorh...

i wanted a daisy blogskin but didnt get one...so i think i will go for a sunflower one...

lets see...

ok...updates...

fri 06/11/09

went to see This Is It! fantastic!

yay!!!1

yeah...

then sat went to my frends dance show and it was brilliant!

she danced really well...

congrats sanusha for completeing the dance module!yay....claps

hm...met many of my pri sch frends there......and evn my first dance master eho cnt even recognize me...sad rite...he say i change alot...and prettier... yay...thnx for the compliment master!

haha...

yeah...many of my frends like asked me if i am still continuing dance and i juz gave them a smile...

but really it was really hurting...

its really no use having the interest....cos no one actl cares and there no support...

a flame can never keep burning if oil is not fed to it....

for my case....the lamp has totally no oil at all...

i love singing more then dancing actl....

but i do not get the oil for both interests....

my interest is nth....i have to abide by the family's rules...

haiz....ok...enough of my sad story...

sunday......mum dad went to serangoon road for marketting and came back home at 1pm...

and they bought lunch...and guess wad was lunch?....BRIYANI!!!

argh....

i was complaining the whole meal about cholestrol level and my dad and mum juz smiled at me..haiz...

then soo full still eat ice cream!!!

urgh...i was still complaining...and mum was like reenah u born in the wrong family lah...

i think soo too...i am nt interested in wadever theyare and they are not interested in wadever i m in....

then....mum started to cook dinner...chilli crab and sambal fish...

and it was really hot...that we had to put ice in ur mouths....

hhehe

yeah...

today went skl for an hour for op rehearsal....

then came home did housework...did a bit chem and watch a ash movie...

yeah....

mum came home and she ask me do coffee for whole family and i was finding my cup all over the house and it ended up to be in fathers room...soo embarassing when my dad told me where it was...and i laughed uncontrabally

haha

then we were discussing about holiday when dad's frend called and ask whether eant go batam ...

got a trip...for indian ppl...specially organised...wad deepavali trip...

n i immediately say no cos....i cnt stand the whole place with indians...

i already cnt stand it in skl...this would be worse...

argh...

then they were trying to convince me...saying there would be bangara dance...like i like like that...n i say i dont like and my mum was like...i tot u like bollywood .....i was going to say..i like bollywood not bangara and my mum was like u must train to like all this now cos confirm u going to bring a punjabi guy as boyfrend or as a person u want to marry...then i was like....i never said that...

a nd they were teasing me about it the whole time...like oh my god...

wad a family i have...haiz...

yeah...thats it

&the beauty.

7:44 PM

sunday 01/11/09
happy birthday to aishwarya rai
happy birthday to sinthu and
happy birthday to nathisha!
ok...
i have not been doin g anything for the past few days except tiny bit of op!
havent touched on my i&r!guilty!
ok...
morning...work up....did breakfast for family- french toast
then strated to help mum cook...
we had visitors todae...
so helped mum cut cut cutand cut only.....
haiz...
but actl quite nice to cut
hmmm...then relatives came...
lunch served!
and this is the second consecutive week i am having briyani for lunch+ dinner on weekends
and seriously i feel like being vegetarian for the rest of my life!!!
meat is soo damn fatty!
ok...
stop complaining reenah!
yeah...then....my rash broke out again!!!!!!ahh...its super itchy and ive to look into my diet again to find the culprit that caused it...
i m allergic to prawn....but i didnt eat prawn....so there's another culprit...
i hate this...!argh
i was fine all through my life!
mum says the first time i ate the unusual prawn froom the seafood restaurant it infected my blood and the itch started from then....i seriously dun think tts the problem...how come all of a sudden like that wan?
ok...itch aside...
today was lib books due date...sooo went to lib...
and another thing! jurong east is like the 3rd little india...ohmy god!
it was horrible....i was like thinking i should have pulled along bro
soo many stares....and the place was sooo full of banglas...argh...
i couldnt do the trick mum taught me or they would start following me...cos i m alone!
oh my god that was really terrifying!
yeah..borrowed some books...
came home and found out that i had already read one book
argh!
k nvr mind...
came home complained to mum!
abt the banglas and my uncontrollable itch
ok...yeah...thats it!
and GOOD LUCK TO ALL TAKING MT A'LEVELS TMR!
TRY URBEST AND DO UR BEST!

&the beauty.