you're a mystery yourself

Saturday, July 19, 2008

9:11 PM

my spaecial thnz to alienz....

i came in as a timid gal...looking for every corner to hide in....

i nvr came out frm my comfort zone

i was nvr appreciated for wad i did

i was nvr loved by my friends

i nvr talked....but

u made me a different person...

i am soo much mre confident n more daring nw...

u ppl brought me out frm my inner self...i nvr look for a corner anymore as u made me realise it was only for dust n spiders...

u appreciated me n my friendship to u guys....

u loved me and hugged in my joyous moments and my hard times

u made me speak up my views...

the only reason for me to become a leader was u....

u taught me many lessons of life and i will cherish them

i will nvr forget u alienz...

u made me a different person and changed my character n mindset....

i was nvr who i m today...

who i am today is all bcos of u...

thnx for eveything u have dne...n I ALWAYZ LOVE YOU ALIENZ....

THNX......! sobs!

&the beauty.

8:47 PM

feeling super low....
i gave everythng.....bt nothing cme back...
nothin...
no tnks...
no appreciation
no tears
no smiles..
wadever i tot was wrong...
whoever i tot was wrong...
everything went n smoothly bt u have hurt my feelings....
i m feeling angry abt everything in my life...why has everythng been sooo unfair for me...
i nvr did anything wrong......
i was there for everthing bt still u made it look as if i was never in anything
everything is upside down.....
n the reason for everything is:FAVOURTISM!
WADEVER. anyway...
fridays farewell party was nice...thnx to bananas for the party....
special thnx to saniyah,the two new cls,natashas mum for the cooking and jasmine hong...
i have heard tt u worked alot behind the scene....i will 100% thank u bcos i now the pain of nt bing thanked.
thnks for the chocolate,the bottle of hearts and the short card and thnx for the time u have put in...n nothin else....
bt i love sparrow n hopefully u keep tt spirit too...
i nvr expected tt type of treatment frm u....fine i shall nt complain....since i have graduated.....
blahzzzz.....
anywayz...gd luck to the banans to continue leading the coy in a gd manner...thnx for the time u have spent....no words to say....thnx...
JSS 45TH ANNIVERSARY
WELL DONE TO ALL GGS....UR HArd WORK HAS BEEN PAID OFF...IT WAS GD...BLAH...
everythng went on smoothly bt oni the treatment i got wasnt smooth....
wadever......everythings over is over....
i shld move on ignoring everythin.....

&the beauty.