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Saturday, January 12, 2008

9:18 PM

THE ORIGINALS....sparrow is loved...

fed up.....ah...but k ug day was fine.....

happy...

last campfire....

yeah...sad...

miss the alienz...

right now feel like crying...bcos of gonna miss alienz and oso some other things...

juz fed up tat.....

i m being pushed away....

i not taken seriously....

why....bcos of wad....

m i not the same as the others...well maybe i abit diff...but wads wrong wif me....

ppl are juuz not takng me seriously......

am i juz a wood...

i m hurt...

juz duno why i suddenly burst like that....

but really....for almost 3 years...or maybe 4 years......

i juz cant take it.....

juz cant....

its like...suddenly no one juz takes me seriously....

everyone taking me for granted.....

m i an idiot ...i have feelings ok.....

i really want sumone hu tells me that i really mean sumthing.....

seriously saying...n frankly saying...

alienz is excluded ...definetly...when i m with them they make me feel soo good.....

seriously it ws girl guide that made me confident in life...

but like after being a leader and a sec 4 girl guide is making me less confident.....not because of alienz...but....

i dunt wan say lah...but......i wan say oso...

CAN SUMONE REALLY TAKE ME NOT FOR GRANTED AND TAKE ME SERIOUSLY.....!!!!!

&the beauty.

3:14 PM

INTERNATIONAL CAMP PHOTOS....

prove that we were slacking

prove that we were always slacking
batik painting
the SLACKERS: eating icecream
slacking during carnival....

helloo...k didint update very long long....

updating nw....

starrtt with international camp....

international guides camp....1st day...super boring...

cos we didint have anything to do....very slack....

yeah...but the opening ceremony was good....

the best was the maldives guides dance......

yeah...then the second day was the dday we started the activities.....

first i had batik painting....everyone frm jss went to batik painting.....but oni shafiqa went to archery....we didnt exactly get what we wanted.....but the activities was ok....

then after batik painting had lunch...

n later had rafting together wif shafiqa...the others went for recycling arts

rafting was fun ...we had to make our own raft and paddle out to see if it floats...yeah....we actually floated....yep...then....dinner...n blah blah....

oh ya...we had two tents n...shafiqa, nurul, n angelia were in one tent wif two brownies....

me, raf, n jas...were in another tent with the maldives.....

the maldives very pretty n they have boyfriends who they keep on talking about...n whenever they talked to us the topic was boyfriends...n they didnt like the food....

yeah...third day...me jas n shafiqa all same activities....

first activity was wakeboarding....

we thought thatit was very scary n dangerous...cos of the things they said...

but it was sooo super fun....yeah...

then we went fencing....

fencing was wonderful...

i fell in love with fencing...

the third day the maldives went for night tour...soo we had the whole tent to ourselves...

the fourth day...angy,nurul n jas went for ubin cycling.....

n raf went to pioneering i went to FLORAL ARRANGEMENT and shaf went to recycling art...

i went to floral arrangement...super boring....iwas almost sleeping...

then in the afternoon there was carnival...for four hours which we slacked...siti n izzat came...

they slacked with us....

yeah then after we had dinner n then campfire....

campfire not likeschools one but i had fun....

yeah....

another thing we learnt th scottish dance which goes round round n round....

dizzy...

after campfire we had a mass dance thing....

which finished like 10 something...n we went to eat supper n then went to bath....

after bathing someone told us that big ms j wanted to see us..

we got soo scared that she wanted to scold us or something...but she actually wanted us to like clear the hall for her .

we clear until 1 something in the morning....

then nxt day...sad faces ...hugs kisses....n we came back home....

in the camp it was like we got fed like every hour...

for breakfast we get like nasilemak n those haevy stuff...

then elevenses ...cake n drink...

lunch...rice with vege with chicken....

tea break...cake again...

dinner another heavy food...

supper ...we get soups....

i like hated food after the camp....

yea...

then two days free n then guides camp...

the rain was a pure spoiler...

stupid rain...we like practice soo much on tyhe 48 peg tent...n at last...rain n we couldnt do...

the tents were all indoors...

outdoor cooking also indoors...n campfire also inoors...sicko man....

then everything went fine lah.....

but i m glad to say that after the camp we the sec 4s have become even closer...

fo example: angy became my darling....

shafiqa is angys dear dear

n adelina became angys sweetheart

yeah...haha...total crap...

from the camp jas had a puzzle as a manito git n we did it for her...n nw its pasted on the wall of the guides den....

yeah....

then clear up everything n went back home tired n dead....

yeah...blah blah...

holidayw as not holiday...

but i went for a 3-day chalet...

my cousin n grandma stayed over n wet swimming n theme park n blahs....

yeah...

sch started...n i m sec 4....oh my god...OLEVELS

yeah...have to work hard....

blahs...

today had cca display....

we had two tables....of booth...

one table was for the book n all that usual things....

another table was for the food...

we had lemon chicken....n prego sausage n chocolate banana....

the sec3s n sec2s did a kitchen table which was to flabby that we couldnt use it...n it was just for show...haiyayaya...

yeah...

went to school at 7 in the morning to mit chuf....

then we went shengshiong to buy all the stuff....

n came back school started to prepare all the things.....

yeah....then too early to start with the food so we went to walk around ...went to the ncc booth...

n it stank.....so we offered to lend them ourasir fresherner....which tey said dun wan....

then we asked theidi n he said fine...

so we went to get it....

it was very odd...like ncc and lavender smell....

adelina tried their maze and she crawled with the cockroaches...hha...

yeh...then went back to guides booth to start cooking n blah blah....

there were more gals who came this year then last year.....

yeah....blahz....n ms j announced that she was pregnant to the whole company.....yeah...blah..blah......then came home n blah blah....

yeah...thats it ...blahz...

byebye

&the beauty.