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Friday, December 9, 2011

12:07 PM

you cant always be right rite?
but you nvr listen to me! nvr! is it becos i'm the youngest so anything i say wont make sense or is it becos i'm a gal
you claim your anger is so much in control ever since you went delhi last year bcos of the spiritual experince there- hear it form me now, your anger has actl double folded you get so angry at such trivial things!
i nvr was rude to you but you think i'm rude!
i nvr had a reason to lie to you so i dont but you think i lie!
i nvr had a boyfriend or even close to choosing a boyfriend but you think i have a boyfriend and i'm alwyas going out with my boyfriend
i nvr did anything you thought of me b ut you still suspected me!
i try not to really think of those piercing words you say to me but i cant help it! they just go straight to my heart and prick it so hard!
i cant help that!~ but you can help to lessen those words! but you dont even try!
each time i tell myself dont cry for all this i cant help those few tears that escape my eyes!
its really not funny to suspect time and time again when i really dont do anything!
the sad truth is that i really dont have anybody to rely on or fall back on when i'm hurt!
you nvr agree its your fault cos you are always thinking you are right!
ignore me all you want! say no to all the help i want to give!
in the end i'm the one whose gonna help you out and take care of you cos believe it anot he is not going to care for you!
but you still give him everything! and keep saying he's such a poor thing
he doesnt do something you ask you keep quiet for 5 mins in which time i'll go and do it for him and then you'll start talking as cheerfully as b4.
but if i dont do it it becomes a big fuss- and you are screaming at me and ignoring me for 2 to 3 days! and you talk about treating children fairly! ha!
if you dont want to spend for mr say it! you dont have to buy it and then keep saying you bought things for me in your money!
you dont even appreciate that i exist and here iam worrying about you for nxt year cos i wont be here to hel[ you and you beloved son will definetly not help you!
i knew you were always like that suspecting me ignoring me and just ignoring my presensse but i nvr tot he would turn against me!
i always thought he supported mme and would nvr suspect me but i nvr knew he was the silent killer who says few words and those few words just kill you.
how could you even say such a thing!
i've become soo cheap for you!
how could you say i go behind boys!
and thats not even the worst thing you say! i dun want to mention it here! but when you said it theres no taking back!
how could you even say that!
whats there in hurting me so much and not trusting me!
you trust the wrong person and not me!
i always tellmyeslf tha i dont nned to prove myself to you but i cant !its in my nature to clear eveything inmy name!
but the thing is ive tried so many bloody times to no avail! you are so stubborn to trust your stupid misconception and not me and the truth!
now i even think u are relieved you are getting rid of me even though its temporary!
but mark my words you will be ashames of yourself one day! i assure you that!

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Name: V.Reenah ~~jurong sec~~ ~~girlguides jss1stcoy~~ jurong junior college 28th september 1992 class: ~~1/4-052/4-063/3-074/3-08~~ 09s29-09/10

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