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Friday, June 3, 2011
7:21 PM

i think ive lost my laughter and my smile
i dunno i have not laughed my heart out in a long time
i havent laughed till it ached!
ive lost my cheerfulness..
i realised this yesterday when i found nava's christmas card for me and she mentioned there about my cheerfulness and smile, thats when i realised i ve lost my cheer and smile.
i cant find ways to make myself smile, yes its ways to make myself smile and not find someone or have someone there to make me smile!
somehow whenever i become close to someone after a few weeks or few months they just disappear.
i dunt know why
i feel lost and confused. really
and thats partially bcos for the 101th time ive learnt my lesson not to trust anyone fully.
i dunno i just trust people, and they will just disappear sometime.
i need a jacob black(not taylor lautner but the character)
the warm and uunderstanding friend who'll be there for me
i need to laugh, i need to smile fully from my heart.
i'm sorry to my readers(dont really know if ppl still read my blog). i'm trying my best not to blog this kind of posts but i cant help it.
i need to smiile naturally.

&the beauty.

me

Name: V.Reenah jurong sec girlguides jss1stcoy jurong junior college 28th september 1992 class: 1/4-052/4-063/3-074/3-08 09s29-09/10


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LOVES: White, Orange, Pink, Army green TWILIGHT SAGA!!! 09S29! roses

HATES: Liars insects

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1.university!!! 2.better laptop-white!

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