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Tuesday, June 21, 2011

10:28 PM

hi peeps
i know i'm supposed to upload my bro's 21st birthday celeb photos but i lazy! hehe!
and i'm in a different sort of reflective mood! so i'll upload later or maybe the next time
my post is gonna be a little reflective!
ive got three main things to talk about!
but b4 that i would like to pay my respects to my singing teacher's father who passed away peacefully yesterday.
may his soul rest in peace

k thats over and now my first thing tthat i would like to clarify
1. Why i hate smokers and people who drink?
at least 2 ppl asked me this already and my answer to them was "i just dont like them"
but i gave it a thought and here is why i dun like them
firstly its bcos ive had bad experience with ppl who get drunk.
in my sec sch days, when i'm travelling in buses and ive heard about many abuse cases regarding ppl who drink against woman! and mind you i'm sort of a feminist!
i hate ppl abusing females!
thats one and i dun like them bcos they do it bcos they think of themselves only- just bcos its cool, just bcos they are in emotional pain or physical pain they smoke or drink. they dont even think about the others in the society- the amount of discomfort or how hurt your family members would be if they find out or even see you smoking or drinking!
i think its really irresponsible! and i would say foolish!
its not cool when you are killing yourself slowly this way- you dont even have the rights to take a life that was given to you by your parents!
but yet you are and also hurting your parents or your loved ones by doing it!
so therefore in conclusion i hate them mainly bcos they are selfish!

2. my mum asked me why i'm so secretive.
k i shall explain why she asked me that
my parents are forever wanting to use my computer to search things and also sometimes they come and stand behind me when i'm in facebook or something
and I.HATE.IT.TO.THE.CORE!
so i will just navigate away or scroll abot so they cant read anything, so my mum ask me why i so secretive when i close the facebook page suddenly and i didnt answer her that day!
but yeah this is the answer to why i'm so secretive
oh and i forgot to add a point my parents think i'm seccretive bcos i've a boyfriend or i'm like going to get into a realtionship kind!
yep!
so b4 answering why i'm so secretive i will like to tell the world and not only my parents that I.DO.NOT.HAVE.A.BOYFRIEND. yup! I DO NOT! UNDERSTAND!!!NO BOYFRIEND!
AND I DUN PLAN TO HAVE ONE IN THE NXT COUPLE OF YEARS AS WELL!!!!
get it!
ok so now to why i'm so secretive, as i said i hate it when they just come up behind me reading everything i'm chatting with my friends
but i think its rude! really rude!
and i respect my privecy as well as the other persons privacy alot!!!!
and if you havent know yet I.AM.A.VERY.PRIVATE.PERSON!
get it!
i'm shy and i dont share everything with everybody! get it!
i have my own personal sapce which i value alot, so dont come in without my permission! its just that i am a very private person and not that i am hiding something!
ive got nothing to hide!
and i have told my mum about every male friend i have! and my mum sort of knows them as well!
so its super clear that i'm not hiding anything!
crazy!
not only on facebook! but worst my handphone gets kidnapped at times and my messages are read! how polite is that rite?
and i dun even peep when people are msging, cos i know its super rude to do that! but here apparently my privacy and feelings are not respected!
so every guy that messages me becomes my boyfriend!
you know i dont mind if you are doing it for fun and to tease me, but i mind my messages being read and i mind being paired up with not so nice ppl!
hello! my feelings are at stake here!
argh!!!!

thirdly, actl i changed my mind on this i'm not gonna blog about it!
maybe i'll just touch and go
patience have definetly taught me a lesson in a good way and its bcos i waited and its bcos i said no that ive learnt the lesson to tell the difference between whats real and whats just for the past time!
and as i believe slow and steady wins the race- same theory applys to this also, as long as i take it slowly and dun rush into it my feelings would be spared and i wouldnt have to be hurt!
so i'm thankful ive got patience! thanks!

yup!
k thats it!
bye!

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Name: V.Reenah ~~jurong sec~~ ~~girlguides jss1stcoy~~ jurong junior college 28th september 1992 class: ~~1/4-052/4-063/3-074/3-08~~ 09s29-09/10

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