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Wednesday, May 18, 2011

12:08 AM

yo ppl! supposed to be sleeping now but I AM HAVING MIGRAINE!!!!
so cant sleep so i'm blogging!
but seriously idk what to blog also!
1.bro's birthday was good except from the start to the end of the birthday everybody was telling something to me every second! so i was like running everywhere to get ppl stuff and do things for them - i've to add IN MY HEELS!!!!
gosh! you know how painful my feet and leg is now!!!!
goodness!
damn painful!
and in between have to pose for photo and i had to keep my cool head and stop myself from bursting cos i was like a super imporatant person there! - the organiser!
but overall it went well!
2.i spoke out my feelings! yes i feel better but i still feel sad! idk why! but whatever the reason hopefully my mood lifts bcos i hate this moody me!
i think i did the right thing whatever it was and i dont feel guilty anymore!!
yup
3. NUS rejected me! i was super heartbroken when i saw that they reject me but i guess i just have to except the fact that i dint get it! but just that it has been like my dream for like 15 years! so yup i do feel upset!
and plus it is even worse cos i havent received any letters from any other university as well!
i think my option left would be appeal or james cook uni!
but i guess if i really want to study then surroundings should really not bother me!
but i still have a tiny weeny hope that ntu will accept me! i'm still not giving up! my parents gave up already but i havent! i still have hope that i'll be accepted!
yup!it may sound foolish but i still have the hope!
4. class outing today but couldnt go!
went to choose the photos of my bro's 21st birthday!
i should say the photos were really nice! i'll upload when i get them!
but sure in facebook!
5. i love my family! even if they sometimes ccan give up on me, they nvr fail to cheer me up!- esp my cousin!
6. i want say something else but i guess i shall not or it may land me in a difficult and complicated situation!
so um ask me if you want to know!- chances if you're close to me i sure tell you!
7. the photo below, my bro and i, i was wearing super high heels but still i'm shorter than him!!!!! imagine i nvr wear heels! i would be so short!!!!
8. i m logging off! bye peeps!idk how many ppl still ead my blog lah but still bye!

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