you're a mystery yourself
Sunday, May 22, 2011
10:12 PM

ok so i guess, i'm the official loser now!
and everyone else like are luckier than me!
i feel so bad! like so down!
i'm seriously sick, really sick of talking about uni app already! and its always ya i got already at the other sid and i'm always no i'm still waiting!
why like that!
how long can i hold on to my patience you tell me!
esp when all around me everyone's successful except me!
i'm really sad and down!
and you know whats the worse part! my parents have given up! its really hard when you have no support at all and you are just holding on to that thin line of hope alone and as hard as you can!

and then another side is the well known silence again!
who do you think i am! one time you are like my confident then next time you dissappear!
can you stop playing with my feelings pls!
stop it really!you are hurting me in that process of playing. its fun for you not for me, so pls!
one time you are there another time i'm standing alone and feeling so lonely!

argh!i feel like giving up but somewhere inside me something is just telling me not to! so dun play with my feelings at this moment!
thanks!
i do not have support and people to cheer me on so do not play with my feelings!
i feel weak but i'm not giving up!
just when i need someone no one's there
life is tretaing me extremely nicely

&the beauty.

me

Name: V.Reenah jurong sec girlguides jss1stcoy jurong junior college 28th september 1992 class: 1/4-052/4-063/3-074/3-08 09s29-09/10


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LOVES: White, Orange, Pink, Army green TWILIGHT SAGA!!! 09S29! roses

HATES: Liars insects

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1.university!!! 2.better laptop-white!

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