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Wednesday, May 11, 2011

1:35 AM

k i cant take it anymore! so i'm blogging this!
if it doesnt make sense to you then um dont bother reading!
and its not that ive hurt someone intentionally or did something wrong, i just feel i should say this!
k here it is!
i'm really sorry to a particular person!
i dont know why i'm saying sorry but i feel that i have to do this!
i dont really know if i have ever hurt your feelings, but if i have then i'm sorry! i'm really sorry cos i nvr intended to hurt you. never. really
but i think whatever you are going through now is becos of me! and i feel guilty for that! i shouldnt feel guilty but i am!
i dunno if sometimes you do something on purpose to get my attention( i should say yes you did get my attention), but those things you have commented has made me ponder if i have hurt you!
i know how you feel! i really do trust me!
i know you have everybody around you but i think you still feel hurt
i'm really sorry about that, and i really think you should just come and talk to me about it! i will understand and i promise to understand and listen!
i feel sad and hurt that i hurt you.
i'm really touched at the effort you made and the little things you did and tried and i really appreciate it! i respect you alot!
but maybe its bcos i'm not as brave as you ive to admit, i am shy yes and i can be abit stubborn, that i cnt do what you do and did!
i am afraid i'll hurt you, i'm afraid i'll hurt people around me and around you and maybe afraid of myself.
i'm sorry i am being like that, but i cant help thinking of others b4 myself and hurting you in that process! i'm deeply sorry!
i feel we should make the friendship between us stronger rather than let it sink! but if it is a pain for you to talk to me than its okay, i'll move away silently.
but i'll definetly rmb you bcos i do not keep my friends im my head but i keep them in my heart, everyone of them and of course you as well. you have been great and will continue being great in my mind.
i should say your absence has definetly made me think in another way and your silence towards me has really made me reflect let alone make me feel lonely!
if you still read my blog, i'm saying it again i'm sorry and hope you'll forget everything! thanks and hope to hear from you soon! and sorry again:)and hopefully this message gets across!and i think if you can read bwtn the lines i'm sure you'll get the message!

i actl feel better now!

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