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Tuesday, July 20, 2010
6:06 PM

upset, dissappointed, discouraged and demoralized....
i hate it how luck is always on the other side.....
no matter how crazily i worked for geog i still didnt achieve a PASS!
i am very dissappointed...
although i didnt show it then i am damn sad inside....
luck is always on the other side..
i feel like crying but i think i am too egoistic to show tears...
so everything is inside...
i told my mum about maths marks and she was like "wad only like that!"
like thanks...
after like so many times i kept practicing, i'm somewhat getting the idea of statistics like now but still it hurts when there is nvr a word of encouragement

no matter how much they know i m studying , they even see me studying like some lunatic, they still ask me" why like that" and always" very bad reenah"
but i've nvr got a " its ok...you can do better....try harder nxt time and you'll surely succeed"
there's nvr these words...
i've to tell these words to myself...but i dun know for how long....
i really need someone to encourage me....
i cnt be taking the blame of everything like that.....
you know i am going through hard times but still.......

studied in sch today....
when i finally gave up at 4.15, i packed up and look around the lib to see it full of j2's studying...i tought it was because it is the library....
packed bag and walked the concourse way and there were few j2's studying there too.... i thought ok...usually concourse like that also what....
then walked to the canteen and looked up to find it full of j2's studying!
i couldnt think of any excuse so i just dropped my head and quickly walked out of school....
everyone is studying....
and lying to each other...."i haven't started or i nvr study leh"
bunch of liars

one hilarious thing that happened today during geog tutorial....
mr lim asks bryant" bryant, you went to indai last year rite? what did you see on the roads?"
and haoxiang shouts out" INDIANS!" when the ans was supposed to be like cart vehicles and some thing along those lines....
the whole class practically burst out laughing!

i'm glad i have such a joyful class or else i would have broke down and would be in one corner now....
thanks 09s29:)

&the beauty.

me

Name: V.Reenah jurong sec girlguides jss1stcoy jurong junior college 28th september 1992 class: 1/4-052/4-063/3-074/3-08 09s29-09/10


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