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Friday, November 13, 2009

7:37 PM

im all alone at home....and the weather is soo gloomy...and its dark...and i m home alone...
and im feeling kinda depressed now....
the weather is making it worse...
im suddenly feeling like the only person in the whole world...
op is over at last...and pw is over forever and ever...kind of relieved...
took results...
passed everything...especially geog...no need take revisional exam oso...
very good oreadi....
came home and dad was home...so immediately gave him to see and sign....
and wadever he said was really really not encouraging....i was like shocked to hear wadevr he said....not even sad but shocked....
he has very unreasonable aims for me....
even if i get all A's and one B oso i thnk he would scold me for the B...he's nvr satisfied with my results....
tha way he said...made it sound like i am stupid...
i've gone through these talks of his...bt this particular one was really saddening...cos i knew i tried my level best in everything and also he refuses to accept that an Eis a pass...
told mum my resluts...and she said as long as u are promoted its ok....
she was juz relieved that i can make it to nxt level....
but she laughed at my results...
argh...ok...i really cnt understand my parents.....
and did i say...my dreams come through....its freaky...but i found it out recently.....
and my mum was fascinated that my dreams come through...not the crappy dreams but those that i think about and make a great impact on me....come true...
and i found out another thing....that if i am really sad...depressed and all that....and is all in my heart...i get great headaches......
i've to cry but...i m kinda forbidden to cry...cos my parents scold me if i cry...
i know i've a weird lifestyle...yeah...
and im not chosen for OGL
yet another interview that i failed...and i m still keeping that record...it has not been broken yet....i juz don't understand those book ans ppl....they are not even true to themselves...and yet they always get chosen.....
and they say they choose acoording to acad, recommendation from teacher and interveiew...
mr phang gave a 'reenah would make a good ogl"recommendation.....like really thanx(-.-) mr.phang
and abt the acad results i mean they really should not compare that bcos even those who suppose to be the good ones with leadership and studies are not even good and they want compare .....like can u look at urself first!
i've really nothing to say...i really fell like a piece of wood now.....
wadever!

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